In its three incarnations as novel, opera, and television series, Fellow Travelers is the story of a previous generation of gay men, before gay liberation. It’s the story of men surviving in a society where they are constantly under threat of losing jobs, families—even freedom. The repressive society of Fellow Travelers is one some elements in our society would like to bring back.
Thomas Mallon’s 358-page novel Fellow Travelers (2007), is the story of a gay relationship told against the background of Washington political machinations during the McCarthy era, particularly the wholesale purge of suspected homosexuals from the State Department and other branches of government. Historian Genny Beemyn writes, “With the appointment of Scott McLeod, a former FBI agent and an ally of Senate conservatives, to lead the State Department’s Bureau of Security and Consular Affairs, in 1953, the purges were pursued with even more vigor. From 1951 to 1953, the department dismissed a suspected gay person at the rate of one every three days but from January to mid-September, 1953 [the year Timothy and Hawk begin their relationship], the average was one person every other day.”[i] Any relationship between government employees at this time was fraught with peril.
The on-again, off-again affair between Hawkins Fuller, an aristocratic, Harvard-educated functionary in the State Department, and Timothy Laughlin, an Irish working-class Fordham graduate, is decidedly one-sided. Though handsome, charming and masterful at seduction, Fuller has the selfishness and arrogance of the rich and entitled. He wants to fit in to the class and profession has been raised to be in, but he also wants sex with men, which is taboo. Laughlin, seven years Fuller’s junior, transfers his previous Catholic religious fervor to idolatrous worship of Fuller. He is too naïve to see that the loving relationship he wants to have with Hawk is impossible in their world.
Shortly after their first meeting in Dupont Circle, once a gay cruising ground, Hawk arranges for Tim to have the job he wants as a speechwriter for a Republican senator Not long after that he shows up at Tim’s tiny apartment and gives him his first taste of sex. “Who owns you?” Fuller asks Timothy during their first night in bed. From that moment, the younger man surrenders his life to his love for a feckless man he fell in love with literally at first sight. Hawkins and Fuller are surrounded by a large cast of well-drawn historical and fictional characters, the most important of which is Mary, a young co-worker of Fuller’s from New Orleans who becomes a friend to both men. Mary faces her own romantic problems.
While Hawkins and Timothy are fictional characters, they are surrounded by historical personages. The novel contains detailed scenes of Washington politics during the McCarthy era. The most important historical character in the novel is Senator Joseph McCarthy: his henchman Roy Cohn is unseen but often discussed. These two dark figures in American history were closeted homosexuals perpetrating one of America’s most notorious witch hunts. While rooting out communists was their primary goal, they also worked to purge the government of “security risks”—homosexuals. Hawkins’ and Tim’s relationship begins on the day McCarthy marries one of his secretaries, perhaps to silence Washington rumors about his secret encounters with men and ends on the day of his funeral. As the young men pursue their affair, other men in government are being fired. After being reported by a jealous secretary, Hawkins is investigated but is clever or amoral enough to pass a lie detector test.
McCarthy and Cohn are bizarre examples of the ways in which the closet operated in the 1950s. Everyone in Mallon’s version of Republican congressional offices jokes about Roy Cohn’s predilection for men but the ruthless young New York lawyer is still feared. McCarthy can be laughed at by the Washington elite but he survived—temporarily—because he knew so many secrets about his enemies. The Washington of Mallon’s novel is one of information peddling. Power comes from knowing others’ secrets and homosexuality is the most dangerous of secrets. Timothy is shocked when a power broker shares an intimate secret about his boss, Senator Charles Potter. Clearly Timothy will always be an endangered species in this world. Unlike his lover, he would never be able to bluff his way through a lie detector test.
Tim enlists in the army to try to cure himself of his obsession with Hawk, but two years later, he is back in Washington and having sex with Hawk in a love nest the now married Hawk has established to be able to continue his liaisons with men. Hawk has promised to help Tim find a government job that will allow him to work on his new cause, refugees from the Soviet takeover of Hungary but Hawk, feeling trapped by the demands of his double life, tells the State Department officer in charge of purging homosexuals that Tim is a security risk. The two men say goodbye on the day of McCarthy’s funeral.
Mallon has surrounded Hawk and Tim’s story with a lot of detail about McCarthy era political machinations. Tim and Hawk’s romance is constantly endangered by the wholesale purging of homosexuals from government positions. Tim, ironically, is an admirer of Joe McCarthy’s anti-communism, though he becomes skeptical about his tactics. He begins as a devout Catholic, but cannot accept that his love for Hawk is sinful. One could say that he moves from faith to idolatry in his obsessive love for Hawk. During their first night of sex, Hawk asks Tim, “Who owns you?” Tim never gets over his love for Hawk.
FELLOW TRAVELERS AS AN OPERA
In 2016, the operatic version of Fellow Travelers began its successful journey around American opera houses. Librettist Greg Pierce had the challenge of condensing a novel dense with historical detail into the two-hour chamber opera he created with composer Gregory Spears. The work, with only nine singers, some cast in multiple roles, and a small orchestra, is much more intimate, much more intensely focused on its central characters, than the novel. The libretto is a masterpiece of condensation. It begins with Hawkins Fuller speaking with Timothy after McCarthy’s wedding and ends with their final farewell on the same Dupont Circle park bench. The work is more sympathetic to Hawk, changing him from a feckless survivor to a man who is deeply conflicted.
Mallon’s novel takes hundreds of pages to explore the dynamics of Hawk’s and Timothy’s relationship. Pearce encapsulates that relationship in a duet they have the first time they go to bed together, “Bermuda,” a lilting waltz. Hawkins suggests that they should go to Bermuda together but the lines they sing demonstrate their different initial attitudes toward their potential relationship. For Hawkins, Bermuda represents erotic license:
It’s a great big world.
Aw, you’d love it down there.
Bronze boys on the beach—
Biceps you wouldn’t believe.
Nights, a palm tree grove, I’ll show you.
You never know what might come your way.
You and me and the boys.
Paradise. [ii]
Hawk wants to introduce Tim to his world of sexual exploration of beautiful men in tropical palm groves. He doesn’t see such a trip as a monogamous tryst. “Skippy”, as he calls Tim, his conquest and protégé, has a more romantic vision:
Just you and me and the moon.
And the shells.
My head on your arm at the end of the day.
Paradise (26).
By the end of the duet, their voices are in unison. Hawk comes to feel more of the closeness Timothy is feeling. Yet after the duet, we hear ominous low brass. The dissonance of the ensuing orchestral interlude suggests that their relationship will not be as idyllic as the duet suggests. Hawk will always be torn between his powerful feelings for his “Irish tiger cub,” and his wish for freedom and safety.
Much of Mallon’s novel is devoted to the relationship of Timothy’s total devotion to Hawk and his conflicted sense of his Catholicism, a religion that has no place for homosexual love. Since his love for Hawk reaches the level of worship, church has meaning for him only when he can temporarily renounce Hawk. Pierce distills Timothy’s conflict into his only formal aria in the opera, a poetic rendering of a moment in Mallon’s novel when Timothy thinks:
How many mortal sins had he committed last night? Did each separate act he and Hawkins performed constitute an individual transgression or was their entire three hours together . . . . a single offense? It didn’t matter, because either way, he, Timothy Patrick Laughlin, was dead. Mortal sin, said the catechism, kills the life of grace in our souls. That is why a sacrament of penance is called a sacrament of the dead. And one could not perform penance without making a confession, any more than one could make a confession without perfect contrition—which he did not feel.”[iii]
Timothy knows his experience with Hawk doesn’t fit into the framework of his Catholicism because he feels no need to be cleansed; for, “he had never felt so pure as he had last night” (Mallon, 72). Pearce turns this prose into poetry. After his first night with Hawk, Timothy goes into a church and remembers all the kisses, the sins he committed with Hawk “last night.” Instead of a prayer of confession or an act of contrition, he thanks God: “Thank you Holy Father for sending him last night./ Last night I died./Last night” (29).
Timothy’s repeated “I died” in the aria is not merely the death of the soul Mallon’s Timothy remembers from Catholic doctrine. Timothy’s “death” relates as well to the traditional metaphor of the orgasm as a “little death.” Timothy looks forward to more such deaths even if Hawk’s embrace, “his arms, iron bars across my chest” (28), is welcome restraint as much as it is freedom. Timothy’s first night with Hawk is a kind of religious conversion, the old Tim dying, a new one born, totally devoted to Hawkins Fuller. “Last Night” is the longest, most passionate aria in the opera, becoming more ecstatic as it progresses. The phrase “Last night” soars higher as it is repeated. The other phrase that is repeated often is “How many.” Twenty-one of the fifty-one lines of text for the aria contain twenty-one questions beginning with “How.”
How many more nights in his arms?
How many more mornings?
How many whispers?
How many sins last night?
How soon can I see him again?
How many more nights? (27).
Even in church, Timothy cannot be penitent. He can only wonder at his experience with Hawk and wish for more. There is an obsessive quality to Timothy’s verbal and musical repetitions reflecting his total surrender to Hawk: “How did he know that I am his?” (27).
Fellow Travelers works so successfully as an opera because Timothy’s love is so operatic, so obsessive, so total. He’s a gay male version of Puccini’s self-sacrificing heroines. It is fitting that he is given such a powerful aria to express his passion. When Hawk finally ends their on again, off again affair by reporting Tim as a security risk, an act of professional and personal betrayal, Timothy’s sense of self is erased, “I feel like I never existed” (59). While the novel fills the reader in on what happens to Timothy after the final break with Hawk, the opera leaves him in Dupont Circle, about to leave Washington for good.
As in the novel, Hawk’s and Timothy’s romance is set against a society of snooping. Tommy McIntyre, whom Tim meets in his first visit to Senator Potter’s office, describes himself as a man who “likes to keep tabs on things . . . . Better be the first one to know.” It is Tommy who tells Tim about Potter’s secret illegitimate son. He also figures out Tim’s relationship with Hawk, another piece of information that might become useful later on. Miss Lightfoot, a secretary in Hawk’s office reads the inscription in the book Tim has left for Hawk (a thank-you gift for getting Tim the job in Potter’s office). She also reports Hawk to the investigators after overhearing a comment he makes at a party. Joe McCarthy boasts that he has files on everybody. Even Hawk, on his first visit to Tim’s apartment, looks through his shelves and reads a letter Tim has written to his sister.
The world we see in the scenes in the Senate offices, the world of McCarthy and his minions, of people who use secrets as keys to power, does not allow for the kind of love Timothy demands. Hawk, who manages somehow to pass an interrogation and lie detector test, who makes a “good marriage” to a well-connected woman, will always “pass” as straight. He will survive in the world of politics. While Hawk does not seem to have any political convictions, Tim, an ardent anti-communist, is a supporter of McCarthy’s anti-Communist investigations.
Composer Gregory Spears has set Tim’s lyric tenor voice against the baritones and basses who “fit” in the world of politics, the world of masculine power. His higher voice makes him an outsider.[iv] Moreover, his more straightforward, melodic lyric lines contrast to the more staccato lines given to the men. Timothy’s vocal line captures his occasional stuttering, as when he first arrives at Hawk’s office. It also captures his excitement when he first meets Senator Potter. In his scenes with Hawk, Tim’s more forthright vocal line is a contrast to Hawk’s more ornamented lines suggesting his more flighty, seductive nature and, in his last aria, his upset and confusion. In his one appearance, McCarthy is given rapid, staccato song-speech while the orchestra keeps a tense, insistent pulse as it does through all the scenes involving political machinations.
In Mallon’s novel, Mary’s story is much more important, a picture of the personal and professional possibilities for a young woman in this political milieu. In the opera, Mary’s story is simplified; her primary role is as moral center and intermediary between Hawk and Timothy—she judges Hawk’s behavior toward Timothy and tries to soften the blows after Hawk’s betrayals. The only other women are Miss Lightfoot, another worker in Hawk’s office who, after overhearing Hawk’s comments about “my Irish tiger cub” at a party, reports Hawk to the investigators, and, briefly, Lucy, who becomes Hawk’s wife.
In a cinematic style, Pierce and Spears juxtapose two related scenes at crucial moments in the opera. As Timothy buys a book for Hawk as a thank you for getting him a position in Senator Potter’s office, Mary and Miss Lightfoot, in Hawk’s office, sing about the firing of a suspected homosexual. This juxtaposition underscores the dangers to which Timothy seems oblivious. The final scene in Act I[v] begins in Mary’s kitchen where she tells Timothy that she is pregnant and is thinking of aborting the baby. “But that’s a sin,” Timothy quickly responds, oblivious to the irony implicit in his judgment (44). Mary begins an aria, not about her situation, but as a warning to Timothy about Hawk. She feels drawn to Timothy and doesn’t want to see him become another one of Hawk’s castoffs, “become one of those people and patterns” (45). As she repeats her warning, Hawk, knowing that it will end their relationship, tells Tim that he wants to add another man to their bed. The moment turns into an ensemble between Mary speaking to Tim in her kitchen and Tim and Hawk in his apartment.
Mary’s aria is in a condensed cavatina-cabaletta form. In the lyrical section, she describes how she, too, saw Hawk as “wonderful.” As she talks about the “people and patterns” in Hawk’s sexual adventures, her vocal line becomes more like a coloratura cabaletta, reflecting Hawk’s flightiness, his irresponsibility.
There are at times flashbacks embedded in scenes as well as multiple scenes occurring simultaneously. When Hawk asks Mary to tell Timothy of his betrayal, the audience is given a flashback of Hawk telling the investigator that Timothy is a security risk. Hawk continues to talk to Mary as she goes to Tim’s apartment to tell him of Hawk’s betrayal.
Hawk’s one aria comes at the moment he decides to break off with Timothy once and for all. Two years after their first breakup, Hawk and Tim have gotten back together. Now married to a well-connected wife, Hawk has rented a turret room in an old house as a kind of love nest for his and Timothy’s trysts. Timothy is oblivious to anything but his love for Hawk. He doesn’t even mind the fact that by this time in the narrative, Hawk is married. In Mallon’s novel, Hawk quickly feels trapped between a heterosexual marriage that is a necessary arrangement and Timothy’s wish for domestic bliss:
Skippy would be a grim safe harbor, one that would trap him in a domesticity even danker than the one across the river in Alexandria. The thrill of protectiveness and ravishment would be long gone, replaced by a cup of coffee and a slice of cake and an ongoing obligation to fuck the good little aging boy who had “given up everything”—the nelly clerks would start to tell him—for Hawkins Fuller” (Mallon, 319-20) .
Mallon’s Hawkins fears feeling trapped in two unhappy marriages. He wants the freedom to roam sexually. This is what he has for the rest of his life—a cool marriage with children and grandchildren and trysts with young men, sometimes leading to blackmail which, thanks to his wife’s money, he can afford to pay. Pierce’s Hawkins is more sympathetic, more worthy of the love Tim feels for him, than Mallon’s but he’s a man of his age who cannot conceive of an enduring loving relationship with a man. Nor can he accept that he’s “one of those”: “Squeals and aprons,/Dangling spatulas” (54). To him, gay men are effeminate. Neither he nor Timothy are “that”, so they can’t really be gay. All that is possible is an occasional, transitory connection: “That’s what we get” (55). That’s all their world allows. Hawks aria, which seldom rises above the low register of a baritone voice, is full of melisma suggesting his anguish at the decision he must make. There’s an orchestral climax after, “That’s what we get,” then a brief silence before he sings unaccompanied, “For an hour/Just for an hour” (55). Yet there is no question in the opera that Hawk feels deeply for Timothy. At their final parting, after Tim says, “I feel like I never existed,” Hawk sings his most passionate outburst in the opera, “You did, Skippy. You did. You and me both” (59).
At the end of Kevin Newbury’s production, during a poignant orchestral postlude, Timothy gets up from the park bench, picks up his suitcase and starts moving upstage. The rear wall fills with projections of the many gays and lesbians who were purged out of government during the Cold War. The moment presents Tim as one of many victims. He hasn’t been publicly exposed, imprisoned or driven to suicide like other victims we hear about during the opera. He can start over. In Mallon’s novel, Timothy never gets over his love for Hawk, while Hawk is content with a double life.
Fellow Travelers is dramatically powerful because Timothy and Hawk’s relationship—the conflict between the young man’s steadfastness and the older man’s confusion—is so well drawn dramatically and musically. As in the novel, Timothy, consumed by love, cannot fit into the world of power politics. Nor is he willing to act the role of a heterosexual by participating in a marriage of convenience: “What’s the point?” he sings. Yet is there a place outside of the closet for men of his time?[vi]
AND FELLOW TRAVELERS, THE SERIES
This Fall, Fellow Travelers, morphed from a 358 page novel and a two-hour opera into an eight hour series (available on Showtime and Paramount +). The series, created and mostly written by Ron Nyswaner, who wrote the screenplay for the AIDS-era film, Philadelphia. The series moves way beyond Thomas Mallon’s novel in following the relationship of Hawk and Tim until Tim’s death of AIDS in the mid-1980s. Though they break up after Hawk’s betrayal of Tim in the 1950s, the two men keep coming back into each other’s lives and breaking up.
In the 1960s, Tim becomes associated with anti-war demonstrations organized by a radical priest modeled on Daniel Berrigan, Hawk hides this fugitive from justice in a cabin on his country property. Idealistic Tim comes to realize that, despite Hawk’s resistance, he has to turn himself in and go to prison for his beliefs. A decade later, Tim goes to Fire Island to try to rescue Hawk who has descended into alcoholism and drug addiction after the suicide of his son. The shock of Tim cutting off their relationship once and for all, shocks Hawk back into his responsibilities. Finally, in the mid-1980s, when Hawk hears that Tim is suffering from HIV-related infections, he goes to San Francisco to take care of his former lover. Tim, always the radical, becomes a militant AIDS activist.
This Tim is very different from the one envisioned by Thomas Mallon. One of the characters in the novel says that Tim, “looks like a lovesick Donald O’Connor in Call Me Madam. Ryswaner’s Tim moves from thralldom to Hawk to fierce independence and political commitment. He seems stronger than Hawk, who is always terrified of full commitment to anyone or anything. It is only after Tim’s death that Hawk can come out of the closet and admit his deep love.
The series is filled with graphic sex scenes that define the changing dynamic of Hawk’s and Tim’s relationship. For Nyswaner, the change in sexual dynamic is a crucial part of Hawk’s and Tim’s relationship. At the beginning, there is a sado-masochistic quality to their sexual encounters. Hawk is always exercising master over Tim, who is turned on by his submissive role. As Hawk falls in love with Tim, he becomes willing to be the submissive partner.
Hawk’s wife Lucy is barely a character in the novel, but Nyswaner has expanded her role. Unfortunately, her scenes as the betrayed wife of a gay man who is in love with someone else have been played many times before. Lucy’s two scenes with Tim are typical wife-mistress confrontations. “This isn’t a contest,” Tim says to her when she visits him in the hospital. “Yes, it is,” she responds, but she knows she has lost. Ultimately Hawk, really the weaker partner, cannot make up his mind—his wife and lover have to do the deciding for him. Hawk’s and Tim’s friend Mary becomes in the series a lesbian who is forced to renounce her lover in order to keep her job.
Nyswaner has added a parallel romance. Marcus Hooks, like Hawk, is a closeted gay man, more concerned with his position as a Black man in a racist society than he is with gay politics. He falls in love with Frankie, a drag queen. It takes Marcus a long time to have the courage to move to San Francisco to be with Frankie. Like Tim, Frankie is the politically committed one.
Matt Bomer and Jonathan Bailey make the viewer believe totally in Hawk’s and Tim’s turbulent relationship. Bomer has always been a problematic actor. He is one of the handsomest leading men, but also has been too bland to carry leading roles. Here he comes into his own, particularly in the later scenes when he faces real crises. Bailey is too good-looking to be the Donald O’Connorish Tim of the novel, but the Tim of the series is a different beast altogether, constantly growing in confidence and resolve. Even dying of AIDS, he refuses to be a victim. The series gives both men great acting opportunities, and they take full advantage of them. They play off. Of each other brilliantly. Without their clothes on, they both look like gym-buffed twenty-first century gay men. I doubt that men in the 1950s had such six-packs.
I found the series moving and totally engaging. I didn’t want to believe Mallon’s version of Tim—a man who basic lives a totally limited life after Hawk betrays him. Tim deserved more development than Mallon gave him. Nyswaner’s version of Hawk Fuller finally grows up and comes out—a more positive ending, if not a totally convincing one.
[i] Genny Beemyn, A Queer Capital: The History of Gay Life in Washington, D.C. (New York: Routledge, 2015), 155.
[ii] Greg Pierce, libretto to Fellow Travelers contained in booklet accompanying the Cincinnati Opera recording. (Cincinnati, OH: Cincinnati Opera, 2017), 26. Further references to Fellow Travelers are to this edition.
[iii] Thomas Mallon, Fellow Travelers (New York: Penguin Random House, 2008), 71-2. Further references to the novel Fellow Travelers are to this edition.
[iv] Mallon’s novel mentions that Tim has an Irish tenor voice and is a good singer.
[v] In the original production in Cincinnati and on the recording, Act I ends with the scene in which Hawk gives Timothy his initialed cufflinks. As is typical of the mixed messages he often gives, Hawk ends the scene by telling Tim of a clarinet player he has had sex with. In a later Chicago production, Act I ended later with this first parting of Hawk and Timothy.
[vi] In the novel, Tim moves to Providence and works as a bookseller until he dies of bone cancer at age 59. He never has another relationship after Hawk.